You don’t have to force a smile right now, I understand.. But I still made this for you, hoping it brings even just a little light to your day. This is for you, from someone who cares deeply.
You don’t have to pretend to be okay or force a smile today. Just breathe, and take your time langga ko. Even if I’m not beside you, I’m still here ga, thinking of you and loving you. From afar, I’m holding you in my thoughts, hoping your heart feels a little lighter today.
This wasn’t how I imagined I’d be writing to you today… Not with this kind of heaviness in my chest, not with so many things unsaid, not on your birthday.
Maybe things didn’t turn out the way we once dreamed but today still matters because it’s your day.
I read your message, and I respect it more than I can put into words. You were honest with me, and I know that took strength. If I’m being honest too, ga… I’m not ready to let go. Not because I’m ignoring your need to grow or heal ga I understand that, truly. I just want you to know that I’m still here. Still holding space for you in my heart.
I’m not forcing anything. I’m not asking for you to come back before you’re ready. But my love for you doesn’t end just because we’re apart. It doesn’t disappear just because things are difficult.
You’ve always meant so much to me.
So today, on your birthday, I won’t ask you to smile if it’s hard. I just want you to feel that someone out there is thinking of you deeply. I hope today is gentle on your heart. Even from afar, I’m celebrating you all that you are, and all that you’re becoming.
Take all the time you need… to grow, to heal, to rest, to find your peace. I won’t rush you. I won’t pressure you. But please never think you’re forgotten. Or unloved. Because you’re not.
I’ll be here, quietly holding space for you, believing that if we’re meant to meet again in a better time, we will. I’m not giving up. Not on you, not on us.
I'll continue my life, growing too… carrying you in the quiet corners of my heart. I’ll wait… not out of desperation, but out of a love that chooses you, even from afar
Mahal kita, langga ko!!
You remember? I was the one who gave you that song first langga hehe. and now, I’m leaving it with you again pero not as a goodbye, but as a reminder. I’ll carry that song with me..I’ll carry you with me, in my heart and in my memories, until the day comes when it’s finally possible again, langga. I hope that when you hear it, you’ll remember how deeply I loved you… and how I still do.